Thanks for replying, and I’m sorry to hear about your situation. We’re all going through it, so hang in there. It will end soon. For now, try to concentrate on your studies. The more your read, and understand what you read, the more you’ll be better, regardless of what you are taught. Try to get international medical books if you don’t have any, and read them in your spare time. They are far more interesting than the faculty’s notes. Good luck.