Dr Haisook’s Brain Grooves

About

Introduction
————————————————

Brain Grooves?!
The brain consists of depressions and elevations making the characteristic grooves. In these grooves, all the nervous processes of thinking and higher mental activities take place. It has been claimed that the more grooves you have, the more mentally powerful you are.

So it goes like that: Blood is being pumped. Nutrients are being delivered to the most vital station; the Brain. Millions of nerve cells are up and ready, for an intense process is about to take place.

Thoughts and Ideas are being produced. Motor orders are being sent to the muscles of the hand.

Eventually, words are being written or typed for all to see…

————————————————
About Me
————————————————

I’ve been receiving a lot of inquiries lately on what my nickname ‘Haisook’ means. Well, I know it’s a lil bit weird, that sometimes I was mocked for it on the web. My real name is Haitham, a very popular Arabic name that means an Eagle’s offspring. In the Egyptian accent, the name is pronounced Hai (as in why), Sam (as in some). A common calling alternative is Haisoom, Soom (as in Hook). While I was in highschool, my French teacher somehow came up with modification, which is K instead of M, to be Haisook (Pronounced Hay-sük). I liked the nickname for its uniqueness, and my friends used to call me with it. I’ve registered on all website services with it. When I entered the medical school, I added Dr, to be Dr Haisook. That’s the whole story.

Would you like to try searching for Haisook in Google? :)

I was born in Egypt, and as early as a year old, I went with my parents to Saudi Arabia, where I lived for two years. Then I returned to Egypt with my mother, and when I had grown up a little bit, I was enlisted in a school nearby. I finished KG 1, and 2, and then my dad went to the United Arab Emirates to work as a physician in UAQ, one of the main emirates of the country, along with the very famous Dubai. I stayed there for more than ten years, finishing my highschool. Eventually I returned to Egypt for my medical school.

So this is me, Dr Haisook, or just Haisook. I’m a 19 22-year-old guy from a city north to Cairo, Egypt, Africa, Middle East. Currently I study Medicine in the Faculty of Medicine, YouGuess University. Not doing very well though started to score better in the last clinical years, but it doesn’t matter. For I long to have a successful medical career in the US, and I’ll work for it.

“I’ve tried so hard and gone so far,
But in the end it doesn’t even matter…”
In the end, Linkin Park

Myself In Detail

Some authors disdain describing their characters in great detail, thinking they take a lot of imagination away, but other authors prefer the opposite, because they think this way they make their characters more realistic, and thus the readers could relate to them in a way or another. Below is a more detailed information about me. If you believe in the former opinion, you can let this go, but if you believe in the latter, you can read these bits.

  • I’m 1.73 m tall.
  • I’m white, green-eyed, but still not your typical Caucasian.
  • I’m of Egyptian, Turkish (grandmother-side), and Armenian/Azerbaijani (grandfather-side) ancestry.
  • My eyesight is really terrible. Without my glasses, I’d be as blind as a bat!
  • I don’t go to a barbershop. I do my own haircuts using a specialized machine.
  • I have a blood disorder known as Thalassemia Minor. Unlike the Major type, it does not cause perceivable health problems. However, recent research suggest its relation to mood disorders. *may be that’s why my mood fluctuates all the time?*
  • I don’t like people in real life. Really. Most of them are loud-voiced, conceited, or just annoying. I try to overcome this though, because my future profession as a physician (mostly) requires a lot of contact with people.

————————————————
My Interests
————————————————

I like a lot of things. Actually I like everything that is beautiful. I like to wander through knowledge books, and get to read about almost everything this universe contains. Beautiful things if you ask me. Animals, plants, locations,..etc. I get a lot of precious info from the fantastic free encyclopedia, Wikipedia.org — you can read about almost anything you might think of. I am a contributer and editor there. Please check out my user page.

I love technology. I cannot imagine how I would live without my PDA, my phone, or my PC, not to mention the other wide range of equipments like TV, VCRS, Microwaves, Automatic Washers. God! We live in a paradise now!. A hundred years back, none of these were present. Oh my poor great grandpa…!

I also happen to like digital art creation, be it web-design or just some abstract art. I spend some time in Photoshop, FlashMX, and Ulead GIF animator every now and then. I’ve actually made stuff like those in my DeviantART page.

I love movie making, and story telling. I’ve always longed to be a movie director, but sadly this won’t happen as I persue a totally different career now. I like the movies where the director turns into an auteur. One prominent example is M. Night Shyamalan. The Sixth Sense, Unbreakable, Signs, the Village are all examples of excellent story-telling experiences. I also like cinematography (my favorite is Lemony Snicket’s A Series of Unfortunate Events’s), and the work of camera and how it captures different emotions. I also like epic movies, and some Comedy films.

I am a fan of Gothic Rock music, very potently appearing in the music of band Evanescence. Add to that the heavenly voice of the lead singer Amy Lee, the unbelievably astonishing lyrics, and the very well-done music, and I’m already taken.

I’ve been a video gamer since I was 8 months old! Yes, don’t be surprised. My parents tell me about how interested I was in the Atari console they bought. Randomly playing with the joystick and looking at the screen became a habit of mine. My first console as a kid was the Nintendo Entertainment System. My first handheld gaming device was a Tetris clone. I used to play in the Arcades like every week. As an adult, I still find video gaming to be one of the most entertaining activities ever. I think Sega is the best developer (or used to be) of video games when it comes to the fun factor. I prefer retro games or retro-style games. I prefer games with short playing sessions where I can beat my own high scores. I also like those wacky Japanese games that you just can’t categorize. In my opinion, and in general, Japanese-made games are superior to any other. RPGs to me has become less interesting although they always seem great in the beginning, because they are always long, repetitive, and require more dedication than what I would like.

I’ve recently become interested in Manga, the Japanese term for comics. I’ve come to conclude that Japanese comics are much more diverse and interesting than their American counterparts.

I’ve even developed a deep interest in everything Japanese. I have great appreciation to that wonderful nation, Japan. Their struggle to be what they are today is just phenomenal. The way they think, the way they work, and the way they entertain themselves, is nothing short of genius. I’d love to visit Japan someday.

Specifically speaking:-

————————————————
My Activities On the WWW
————————————————

I’m a regular contributer (or used to be) at the these forums:

————————————————
My Awards (mostly in school)
————————————————

  • Ranked 1st in my class from elementary school through high school.
  • Given the title ‘best writer in the whole school’ by my English teacher in grade 5. He also called me, “the candle”.
  • Received the award “the ideal student” in grade 10.
  • Received the award “One of WordPress’s Best Blogs” for my current blog. [+]

————————————————
My Beliefs
————————————————

  • I believe in Human evolution from earlier primates
  • I believe in creatures we cannot with current technology perceive
  • I believe in Cryonics
  • I believe in Information-theoretic death
  • I believe in inhabitable planets other than the Earth
  • I believe that God as we know Him, is not a single being. Rather, He is a collection of natural and imperceivable forces that change the world, including the force of evolution, for instance (see post Nature is God)

————————————————
My Views
————————————————

I strongly believe that we all have to behave ourselves, and not others’. Unfortunately, that’s not the case nowadays. Almost all people put faces and masks according to the situation they are through. Even I, myself do so, but it’s just because I’m obligated. I live in this life and I have to accomodate with it. I’d like to quote a poetic verse said by the lebanese poet, Eeleya Abu Madhi:

I don’t know anything about my past life
I don’t know anything about my coming life
I have a self, except that I don’t know what it is

That’s exactly what echoes my situation in life. Depressed? I don’t think so. It’s just what life has put me into. Don’t forget I’m talking about life in one of the most underdeveloped countries in the world, Egypt — a country of the 3rd world.

I believe it’s a good thing to think in a gothic way, at least at some times. The world has the good, and the bad, happiness, and sadness. And in no way one wouldn’t experience both of the opposite contraries. Sometimes life is very kind to you, and it keeps on being kind for a long time until suddenly it strike you right into your head with sad news. It’s very immature at such time to be unaware, or inexperienced about such situation.
Gothic thinking give you the opportunity to experience such tragic events before they occur (that definitely will one day happen). It makes you aware that life’s not only happiness, but also tragic moments that one must trespass successfully in order to return to happiness again.

I’m sorry about that dark introduction :) Anyways, you can now head on to my blog ‘proper’ here.

————————————————
Contact
————————————————

If you want to know more about myself, have an off-topic question on your mind, or if you just want to rant, you can always reach me via the contact form in that page.

Thanks!

18 Responses

Subscribe to comments with RSS.

  1. Willow-Esque said, on September 17, 2006 at 7:12 am

    Doc H!

    I noticed that you have a couple of comments “awaiting moderation”– I think one of them is a comment I made to “Taya” the girl with the skin problem.

    Dr. W.

  2. drhaisook said, on September 17, 2006 at 3:15 pm

    Hi Dr W,

    Those 2 comments are spam. That’s why they were automatically put under moderation. I’ve set comment moderation to off, actually. I haven’t found any comments from you. *weird*

    At what date did you post that comment?

  3. Rana said, on September 22, 2006 at 1:11 pm

    Hello.. ok I was lookin for USMLE stuff on the web and I got ur page.. very impressive and totally true (universities in Egypt are very corrupted). I too have hopes of someday being a successful doctor in the States thats why I’m fightin to take the USMLE Step 1 while I’m in my third year here in Egypt.
    I just wanted to ask.. which university are you currently enrolled in?!

  4. Karen Mc Cullagh said, on October 30, 2006 at 9:11 pm

    Hi Haitham,

    I’m conducting an online survey to explore the privacy attitudes and expectations of bloggers.

    Please take part in the survey: http://www.ccsr.ac.uk/privacysurvey/

    If you participate you will be asked to answer questions anonymously about your blogging practices and your expectations of privacy when publishing online. All answers will be stored and analysed on a confidential basis.
    The responses will be used to inform academic and policy discussions on blogging practices and attitudes towards privacy.

    Finally, could you please encourage other bloggers to participate in the study.

    It takes less than 5 minutes to complete the survey!

    For further information on my research please visit
    http://www.ccsr.ac.uk/staff/km.htm or, email:
    Karen.mccullagh@postgrad.manchester.ac.uk

    I am a PhD researcher at CCSR, University of Manchester, England. I am sponsored by the ESRC and Office of the Information Commissioner, UK.

    Many thanks,

    Karen

  5. Niana said, on February 19, 2007 at 7:55 pm

    hello there, nice net name by the way, you have a very intresting blog site here.

    ~Niana

  6. drhaisook said, on February 20, 2007 at 12:22 am

    Thank you, Niana.

  7. Peter Potter said, on March 6, 2007 at 1:22 am

    Hi,

    I recently went on holiday to Egypt, beautifel country. Stayed in Sharm.

    I wanted to contact you to see if you could help me. I am trying to get to the number one spot on google for the term “PSP Wallpapers” and wondered if you could give me a text link on your site.

    Text link – PSP Wallpapers
    Linking to – http://www.freepspwallpapers.co.uk

    I hope you can help.

    Peter

  8. Y.S. said, on May 23, 2008 at 10:25 pm

    You did not mention how you developed this mentality and way of thinking contrary to what is common in your country.

    I like your blog’s design. It looks nice and modern.

    I noticed that your English is excellent, you want to practice medicine in the US, but still your knowledge about the whole process is not that strong. Why is that?

    Anyway, good luck at school and at blogging.

    YS

  9. drhaisook said, on May 24, 2008 at 3:55 pm

    Hi Y.S., and welcome to my blog!

    I certainly developed this mentality because of 2 things; being brought up in a clean country and being a son to parents with a similar mentality!

    I’m glad you liked my blog’s design.

    I know a lot about the USMLE, actually. I knew there are items other than the score that are important, but not as vital. The thing that shocked me and made me post on prep4usmle asking about it is the “90+ score” thing. I’ve read that numerous times on international forums, so I was afraid 90+ could be difficult to achieve. But then I heard again that it’s not that difficult. As to the books, I got most of them, and have read through Step2CK content.

    I’m in the 5th year of med school now, and it’s pretty tough, so I’m not preparing for the USMLE full-time at present and haven’t indulged myself into it. That’s why I might seem a bit unacknowledged.

    Thanks for visiting, and please let me hear from you again!

  10. Y.S. said, on May 24, 2008 at 5:07 pm

    Thanks for the prompt response.

    I see. Thanks for the clarification. Check your Email In box.

    Regards!

  11. Noha said, on June 14, 2008 at 9:21 pm

    Hi Dr. Haitham,

    Came across your Medicophobia site as I was searching for info about residency programs, was searching for “actual” chances for IMGs to get into a residency programs.

    I’m a student in faculty of medicine, Cairo university.. “trying” to study for USMLE step 1 along with my 6th year curriculum but.. *sighs* seems quite impossible, huh?

    Anyway, I wanted to thank you for such a wonderful site, lol I just checked your profile when I read some comment with you mentioning you’re an Egyptian, curiosity..!

    Thanks again, and wish you the best of luck.

  12. drhaisook said, on June 15, 2008 at 9:12 am

    Hi Noha,

    *Aren’t you the one who used to own a website with the name unbreakable.com or something like that? I used to read that blog like 3 years ago! It was a nice blog.*

    You mean ‘Medicopedia’, don’t you? :) — Well, from what I hear, IMGs do succeed in getting residencies in the US. Just a couple of months ago, a son of my dad’s friend began his residency. It just needs hard work. I’ve tried so hard in my faculty, but got nothing. In preparing for the USMLE, if you worked hard, you get something. Just imagine it’s a totally different medical school where you have to prepare for. Don’t take it as an ‘accessory’ exam. Imagine it’s the MAIN exam; the most important exam in your life. This attitude in itself will get you going and will guarantee good scores.

    The journey is long, needs patience, money, and above all, deep motivation. It might sound hard and tiring, but imagine all of those years you spent in your medical faculty for NOTHING. You will spend fewer years preparing for the USMLE, but it could change your life a whole lot better. It depends on you; do you really want to practise in the US or not?

    I know speaking is easy, but I’m trying to stick to this attitude. I’m in 5th year, and I’ve read (detailed reading) Internal Medicine, Pediatrics, Psychiatry from Kaplan (I’ve also read Int Med from First Aid, will do the rest during my pediatrics round). I plan on doing the same for Surgery and Ob/Gyn next year. I think next year will be even less congested than this year, so I’ll read Step 1 as well (I hope). In internship, I’ll begin serious study, beginning with Step 1, and then Step 2.

    I guess there’s no time now for you to read Surgery and Ob/Gyn. If you feel congested now, being in the end of the year, you should postpone Step 1 for now and begin in your Internship.

    By the way, have you checked prep4usmle forums. A lot of enthusiastic guys are over there. Check it out.
    http://www.prep4usmle.com/

    Hope this helps and thanks for your kind words about my website.
    Don’t hesitate to ask again if you need any help.

  13. Noha said, on June 22, 2008 at 6:57 pm

    OMG yes! That was me! lol… where did you know about my site from? lol that’s a nice surprise!

    Believe me, it’s NOT my “accessory” exam lol, it’s a matter of life and death to me.. even far beyond “main” too..

    Psychiatry? That’s my no.1 specialty.. my top 1 =)

    Yea, I think I have no time for serious studying here, well, I DO have time, but my parents might kill me, they’re doctors too, I guess you can picture the whole situation lol

    I actually came across one of your posts just now before searching your blog again, one of your posts at prep4usmle.. the externships topic, thought this site might help you:

    http://www.usmletomd.com/usce/

  14. drhaisook said, on June 23, 2008 at 2:18 am

    I actually don’t remember the details, but I recalled the website when you mentioned your faculty and I read your name. You were in the 3rd yr at the time, talking about Microbiology and such. How are your grades in your faculty, btw?

    I’d like to know why you regard the USMLE as a very important step in your life. I mean, why have you discarded all other choices? I’d just like to get insight about this to share thoughts. It’s also a matter of life or death to me because all other choices are worse or inexistent. And btw, do you own an American Greencard or a similar visa?

    It’s very easy to get into Psychiatry, so you just need to pass with any scores and you’re in, mostly.

    I didn’t understand the part about you having time to study and the role of your parents. Do they not want you to take the USMLE? I’m a bit confused here.

    My dad is a consultant physician, MRCP-UK. I think being a son/daughter to a doctor adds to the challenge because there’s always a high standard you look up to.

    Thanks for the link. I’ll check that out.

  15. Noha said, on June 24, 2008 at 8:20 pm

    My grades are fine.. so far.

    I regard it as my first choice both professionally and personally indeed.
    I have a very strong personal reason, plus, professionally speaking, so far it’s the best choice. Let me analyze the other choices the way I see them from my experience as a daughter to two Egyptian doctors:

    1) MRCP : UK don’t take foreign doctors almost anymore, heard about the rule of work that entitles jobs to be given in the following order: English citizens, then EU citizens, then English nationality persons from other countries, THEN foreigners? That’s like a sub-zero chance for me.

    2) Other EU certificates: I don’t know much details about them, I know about the French one, they say it’s quite easy, two parts, after passing the first, you’re given a list of available jobs by specialty, you pick, and accordingly you go through the second exam part, all in French of course, so if your French is good it’s strongly recommended.

    3) Egypt: Home Sweet Home! Work with the government, your salary is around 150LE, 500LE the most? The Egyptian fellowship: a very nice option indeed (Elzamala Elmasreya), good training, good salaries (in comparison to the other options). And I heard some got scholarships in KSA and so through it. And you get to be a consultant in a shorter time too.

    4) I recently heard of the Arabic countries fellowship, or something like that.. (zamala lel 3amal fel dowal el 3arabeya).. I’m not sure about it. But, for me, not my primary target either, I was born and lived in KSA for the first 7 years in my life, good hospitals, nice people, nice salaries.. but not my primary choice either if I get to choose.

    After all, I believe it’s all fate.. some work in poor countries and get really good salaries and fame and perfect lives, some don’t, so there’s not a general rule I believe. And you can always dream about something, then find all paths leading you towards a totally different target. You can never really know. All you cn do is wish for something and do your best I believe.

    About me having the time to study but I don’t thing, well, my parents aren’t really recommending the USMLE, they want me to travel and all, but I guess the USA idea, and I’m so far a single female is freaking them out. Along with other different personal issues, they’d kill me if I told them I’ll study for it now and postpone my “bachelerios”.

    Yea, I know what you mean, my mother is a consultant internist, my dad was an internest, now he’s working in the ministry of health (not clinical anymore edary, had first part of MRCP-UK though). High standards and everything.. they sometimes make me go nuts.

    Hope you like the link, correct me if I’m wrong at anything I mentioned in this reply, add to what I said if you have more info. please, thank you.

  16. drhaisook said, on June 26, 2008 at 5:49 pm

    I agree with and know about most of what you said. Considering UK is a no-brainer now. France; out of question for me. Never heard about the Egyptian fellowship. I’m not sure why but I feel totally uninterested about it! Gulf countries are like hotels that you will have to leave one day, and living in them is not luxurious anymore. My dad works in the UAE.

    The important point here is your parents. If they don’t want to you to go for the US, what do they expect from you? And it’s clear all other options are obsolete to you (except probably the Egyptian fellowship?). Unless they have a clear plan for your career, it’s illogical they have you not prepare for the USMLE. I understand, however, that being a female could be worrisome, but if it’s really a deal-breaker, an achievable alternative plan must be available, or otherwise, I say take the risk.

    The USMLE is apparently no picnic. Every now and then I get really frustrated when I think about how many exams, travels, and interviews I’ll need to go through. It’s not about money, but about how long and stressful it seems to be. And as I said residency is getting harder, and expectations on me are getting higher. *sigh* Well, hope it goes well for all.

  17. mixeva said, on January 11, 2009 at 5:29 pm

    I think one gotta do what they really “feel” strongly about, if you believe that USMLE is what you really want, you shall understand and go through all its troubles.

    After I went through my 6th year’s exams, I totally understand the word “suffering” lol But, I understand as well how far one can push him/herself if he/she something that is worth it in the end…

    Don’t think of all the steps & troubles at once, just focus on the one ahead, that’s my advice to you.. you’ll do fine =)

  18. drhaisook said, on January 11, 2009 at 8:32 pm

    “Don’t think of all the steps & troubles at once, just focus on the one ahead, that’s my advice to you.. you’ll do fine”.

    I agree. The farther the goal is, the harder it seems to be achievable.


Leave a Reply